Tuesday, August 21, 2012

I lost what??? 80 pounds???? Are you kidding.


The past couple of days I have been walking around with such ease that I have felt puzzled.  Where I huffed and puffed going up and down to the lake in May, I hardly take a deep breath.  Today I attended a job-related "appreciation" dinner in Glenwood Springs.  Pants that were tight on me a month ago felt baggy and I kept catching the cuff on my heels.  What?  What is going on?  So after I had stuffed my face with the best food I've had in awhile, I went off to buy a set of scales.  Low and behold, I have lost 45 pounds since I began this job in May 2012.  What???  I am still surprised.  I am now within 20 pounds of my ideal weigh and feel better than I have felt in 28 years.  I am highly motivated now.  I will reach my goal weight before the end of this fall.  I will I will I will.

Who is this lighter, healthier person?  I will have to get to know myself all over again.  I am so psyched.  What a thrilling adventure this is.

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Swankie Camps, continued (Colorado)

What I had wanted to share with you is more photos of the beautiful area where I am living/working this summer, but got a little distracted by a troll who has nothing better to blog about than me (imagine that!)… so here are the photos now.  My apologies to my readers for getting side-tracked.

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Very interesting.

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An outhouse on skids… in a popular snowmobiling area.

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The lake was restocked last week with over 2,000 more trout.  What fun that was to watch.

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I’ve enjoyed watching these ducks the last few months. While the hens were nesting and hatching out their clutches, the males were gone somewhere… I was told they were off molting and could not fly at that time.  But they have returned and rejoined their families.

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These dogs I met on the lake this week are Zoey and Will.  How funny!  Those are the names of my two youngest grandchildren.  Here are my Zoey and Will.

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Funny birds below, on my last paddle.

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Really, not much to say, just wanted to share these images with you.  If you know what kind of ducks these are, I’d like to know.  I’m looking for a flora and fauna book on Colorado today before I return to the mountain.

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

John Denver Lyrics

My memory of love will be of you.  Is that the title?  My husband is on my mind this morning and the lyrics of John Denver’s songs.  So many of his songs really speak to me… especially this summer when I am working in the Rocky Mountains high.
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“When I think of LOVE, I’ll think of you” David Swankie.
Perhaps love is like a resting place
A shelter from the storm
It exists to give you comfort
It is there to keep you warm

And in those times of trouble
When you are most alone
The memory of love will bring you home

Perhaps love is like a window
Perhaps an open door
It invites you to come closer
It wants to show you more

And even if you lose yourself
And don't know what to do
The memory of love will see you through

Oh, love to some is like a cloud
To some as strong as steel
For some a way of living
For some a way to feel

And some say love is holding on
And some say letting go
And some say love is everything
And some say they don't know

Perhaps love is like the ocean
Full of conflict, full of pain

Like a fire when it's cold outside
Or thunder when it rains

If I should live forever
And all my dreams come true
My memories of love will be of you (David Swankie)


Maybe it is impossible to find love again, but I am not even looking.  It is simply beyond my comprehension.  All I know is that David Swankie, in eight days of marriage (all spend in the hospital) fulfilled me more than anyone in my entire life. 
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Hospital marriage ceremony May 27, 2001, Everett, WA.
During those days preceding open heart surgery, we talked about how sure we were he would survive as we believed there was a purpose for our meeting, union and marriage. We felt there was “something” we needed to accomplish.
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Now, eleven years later I know what that purpose is… for me to be a shining example to others to LIVE, not just exist. Forest Rangers have listened to my story this summer and commented, “You are my new hero!”  Wow, I’ve never been a hero to anyone that I know of.  Would be to hear that from my family members, not strangers.  But if I never hear it from anyone, that is o.k. too, I hear it in my head and my heart and daily say “Thank you David Swankie, for my new life.
-4 years after he died, his insurance gave me new knees
-new knees allowed me to be active again
-being active again allowed me to loose weight
-loosing weight allowed me to have higher adventures (i.e. kayaking 50 states, hiking hours on end, working for the Forest Service – a lifelong dream)
- working for the Forest Service has allowed me to really trim the rest of the fat
- trimming the rest of the fat and reaching my goal weight and fitness level will allow me to… ?????
What?  Who knows!
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So, my wish for others, or if I could leave a legacy it would be to leave this message: Never give up. Reach for your dreams. I could not have imaged my life today (in 2012), back there in that hospital in Everett, WA in 2001.  In spite of any nay-sayers (i.e. trolls) who might try to put a shadow on your happiness, keep fighting… you can have anything you can dream.

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

Smokey Ate Lambchop!!! (Really!)

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This is one of two sheep herds grazing in the area of my camps.  He is a very good shepherd and on command he can turn the whole herd.  He is flanked above by two dogs, not the two white Guardian Dogs that are out of view who keep a very watchful eye on their flock.
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This is a young Guardian Dog in training.  So cute.
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But in spite of the five dogs on duty and the good shepherd, things happen.  See the trees in the center?  Behind them is the campground where I live and off to the right of the photo is the second campground that I also manage.  Under those trees the very night this photo was taken, a bear caught and killed a lamb.  No one even gets too excited about these events, except the Guardian Dogs which I heard barking like crazy that night.  Still, it is a common event, all too common.
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Two days after the kill, some other predators dragged the carcass out in the open to finish feeding on it (in foreground).  Sad.  I considered saving and tanning the hide but it was just too stinky.
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And the cattle, no matter how many times they get driven out of the campgrounds and day use areas, they return… to poop on everything, including the picnic tables (which I have to clean).  Funny stupid animals.  One day I looked off to the right to the campsite next to me and found about 30 head just standing there looking back at me.  They were not making any sounds.  I shouted “Get on out of here!”  I turned back to loading my golf cart for work, and when I glanced back, they were gone.  I guess they are getting used to me driving them off.
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That is my camp in the background, but a river was running through it… it rained 30 days out of the past 31 days… do I decided to move across the road to higher ground to the site in the foreground.  I’m happier now and dryer.
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This is Kali (named after the Hindu Goddess of Destruction) who jumped into my kayak one day when I approached the shoreline to greet her.  She was so excited about getting in a boat she climbed up my front and nearly when over my shoulder.  Her Mom is a geologist who is working on an oil rig out here.  Very interesting lady and I love that pup. They had returned to visit me.  She will be a great dog one day but is full of puppiness right now.
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More interesting people and their dogs, and horses and mules.  People love this beautiful area.  And the dogs are grand dogs indeed.
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And look at this one… a brown eye and a blue eye.
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This is a Sharpee (spelling?) mix.  He would stare down the ball, then grab it and chomp on it a bit and then drop it and stare it down some more.  Funny dog.  Funny-looking dog.
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Now here is something I have never seen before… a dog playing fetch the stick from the water.  The people on the floats would toss the stick, and the dog would swim and get it and return to the floats.  At one point I think he was tired and wished the people would get the heck out of the water, but he kept swimming.
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The very best thing about my hosting job is all the great people I have met.  These long time friends, Bev and Anna, befriended me.  It felt as if I have known them all my lives – soul-sisters.  Funny story, they each bought the same camera unknown to each other.  Reminds me of Liz and I last winter, meeting for the first time, wearing the exact same key lanyard.
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Anna’s husband, Clyde, has this giant wok and made breakfast burritos for all of us one morning.  You can see for yourself the process below.
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Let me tell you, this breakfast was to die for.  Thank you for the protein infusion… I needed that.
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Left to right: Loyd and Bev; Anna and Clyde.  They had to cut their visit short and return to lower elevation due to a health issue.  Sure hope things settled down alright.  Best of health to all of you and sure hope to see you again soon.  In OK when I kayak there in a couple months???
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And I met other great folk, this young girl invited me to her birthday party, cupcakes… with chocolate curls on top.  I’m going to regain all the weight I lost up here before I leave.
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One day I gave kayaking demos to folks and let them try out my kayak.  Here I’m rocking the boat to show how far I can lean and not turn over.  Really, I didn’t turn over.  They were a great family with two wonderful sons – Tucker and Dexter.  I didn’t get permission to put them on my blog yet, hence no photos but maybe I can add them later.
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When I returned to camp I found the little boys had left these flowers for me.  Thank you Tucker and Dexter.  Hope I get to see you both again real soon.
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Project completed.  Empty space under my desk at my feet now has shelves and is a real space saver.  Still looking for some more bungee cords to hold stuff in… hard to find out here.
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But in spite of cows pooping on picnic tables, and Smokey eating Lambchop, the beauty of Colorado will be what I remember most of the Summer of 2012.  Really an awesomely beautiful place.
CAUTION:  I am told by the end of August it will be getting really really cold up here… and I am suppose to stay until Oct. 30.  This should make for an interesting blog or two????!!!!!  Night time temps in Rifle are in the 60s and that is too warm for me.  40s is good.  My body is all messed up temp wise… how will I adjust to the South-Central states and then Arizona again???

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In 2006, I was shopping for a wheelchair. By 2007, I had new knees, better health and by 2008 a kayak. In Aug 2013, I kayaked my 49th state, Alaska, at the Holgate Glacier and in May 2014, I kayaked Hawaii, my 50th state, to celebrate my 70th Birthday and the finale to the wonderful adventure of Kayaking America. Next up... Re-kayaking southwestern states.

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